Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts

Thursday, October 14, 2010

The secret life of a syncope

 "Loss of consciousness resulting from insufficient blood flow to the brain" (or too much?): "FAINT" (is that an order?)
Blanked out & missed something
In between frames
"The loss of one or more sounds or letters in the interior of a word"
Aphasia
Fainted & lost something
Amnesia
Becoming less
"The los  of one or more sounds or letters in the interior of a word"
Is the piece greater than the whole?
Is one piece greater than another whole?
Is the whole greater than the sum of its parts?
"The los  of one or more sounds or l tters in the interior of a word"
Actors' characters have lost their memories & do not realize they were someone else---some piece of them having painted another story over the canvas of a preexisting history
"The los  of one or more s unds or l tters in the interior of a word"
Does the piece contain DNA of the whole?
"T e  l s       on     r      re s u     o  l         n  h   i   e   or     a w r   " 

Monday, October 11, 2010

Variations on a Mneme

We lose our identity only if we lose our memory. Otherwise we are propelled along, tied to the underside of our "self"-imposed story. We are drawn, quartered & reassembled every second.
We lose our identity only if we lose our memory. Yet the people who know us carry a part of us with them, a copy of a copy: their memory of who they perceived us to be. Our memory is gone, but their memories of us create a kind of a back-up.
We lose our identity only if we lose our memory. If some recollections remain, we may fill in the gaps ourselves, but others may reject our extrapolation. In the previous scenario, our loved ones are free to imagine us as they remember, but if we are still alive, and act differently than they remember, then we will appear to them as the hauntings of a corpse.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Photograph

Old photographs are leaves. 

We trace the subject down the bark of their history & into the past

where the branches of previous possibility appear like prints in a darkroom.

Photographs fade, just like potential.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Anamnesis

I am the Houdini of memory
I bear the iron impossibility of escape
Because memory pulls you down deep into the sea, chains tight & dragging you
But the key, the metal in the back of my mouth, is forgetfulness
One day I may choke on it & die
Not from the failure to escape

But from the knowledge that trying to makes me a fraud

Monday, September 6, 2010

Blank

Allow me to fill in the blanks






Between being lonely & being alone.






Forgetting causes pain.






Even immediately forgotten experiences affect us & color our current state of being. 






A good day ends with a good feeling.






Listen, & fill in the blanks.






...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Benjaman's Memory

This amnesic believes his name is Benjaman with an a. He chose Kyle for a surname because he was found by a Burger King & the initials "BK" stuck.

The common conception is that his loss of memory is a tragedy, but let's think of the benefits. He can be whoever he wants to be. Furthermore, he can imagine himself to have been whoever he wants himself to have been. He has cast off the shackles of the past.

But the moral of the story is that it doesn't matter who he is or who he was. He is content with his life. Best of all, people care for him, despite lacking any facts about his background. All they know is he's a fellow human being, & that's reason enough to care.